Life has been a little crazy these past 6 months, and when crazy times happen I sometimes lose my words.
I've been working in the campaign world. It has been crazy, difficult, fun, miserable, exciting, and educational at the same time. I have learned so much, and made new friends, and come November 5th it will all seem like an insane dream. Maybe it is an insane dream...somebody pinch me.
I don't know whats coming next, but I've been here before. People keep asking me "What's next? Where do you see yourself 5 years from now? What do you want to do?" And my answer has always been "I don't know." Sometimes I feel defeated and silly not knowing. Why don't I have these things figured out? Sure, I have dreams and goals, but I don't know how those dreams and goals will manifest themselves in my life. I don't have an end goal in mind, I don't have the perfect path planned out in front of me, because those plans will inevitably fail.
Right now, I am going to be okay not knowing. Life has a funny way of figuring itself out (thanks, God) and I just want to go with the flow. My planning has never worked in the past, every job I have ever had has just happened. No application, no weeks of misery, things just fall in to place. Now, this might not last forever, but I'm going to ride this wave as far as it will take me.
So now that I've said some words it's time to disappear into campaign land again. See you on the flip side!
